SUSEJ

Once, I was in the darkness
Closing my eyes with bending knees
Teardrops falling down from my eyes
With my heart silently cries


I the middle of the silent moment

I felt someone touching my shoulders and to my side he went
I open my eyes slowly
Turning my head to him languidly

I saw him wearing white cloth 
He told me to face the future with hope
But suddenly caught my attention
I saw his palm with a wound

I ask him what happened
I was confused when he just smiled
And told "Because I Love You...
Just call my name and I will be with you"

Hes slowly disappeared
In that single moment happened 
The whole me became calmly happy
And realize that somebody is always ready for me <3

AKO
    dedicated to: Angelie Velete

Kung magmamahal ka
Kailangan nga ba ibasi sa hitsura?
Sa mga Sinasabi ng iba?
O sa nararamdaman mong kakaiba?

'Di nga ba ang pagmamahal ay para sa lahat?
Kailangan ba talaga mamili ng karapatdapat?
Ang nararamdaman ba ay di pa sapat?
At kailangan nga ba mag'aproba ang lahat?

Kung ano ang gusto mo ay di nasusukat sa paniniwala nila
'Di kailangan na laging makinig sa salitang kanilang binubuga
Ito'y kung ano ang gusto mo
O sino nga ba ang talagang iniibig mo

Dahil ikaw lang naman ang nakakaalam kung ano ka
At ang importante ay ika'y makakadama ng saya
'Di kailangan maramdaman nila na ito ba'y tama
'Di importante kung ang paningin nila sayo'y tama
Hangga't sa sarili mo alam mo na di ka nakakaapak ng pagkatao ng iba

DITO KA NALANG

Pa'no kung mawawala ka
Makakaya ko pa ba?
Buksan muli ang puso para sa iba
Pagmamahal ko sayo'y sa iba naman ipapadama

Pwede bang dito ka nalang
Para iyong malaman
Na kaya kitang ibigin hanggang katapusan
Na kahit sa anong paraan ika'y aking ipaglalaban

Sa piling ko sana ika'y manatili
Upang hindi na ako makakaramdam ng pighati
Hiniling ko sa maykapal
Na sana'y madama mo kung gaano kita ka mahal

TWISTED STORY
       dedicated to: Glydell Ann Pertos

I'ts my life
But why do am I living with a pointing knife
Can't make my own decision
Limiting my every motion

Eyes that on me is staring
Always makes me end up into crying
What I want is freedom
To make me feel that I'm a human

I will always wait for the ending
Of my hated manipulated living

HEARTLESS MOMENT


For once i fell inlove
I gave everything of what I have
Many seconds I waste
Just to make you feel I love you with all the best

But time passed by
Many times we said goodbye
You left me behind
With my eyes that get blind

My treasured feeling
End up in to nothing

BIGLA


Pangyayaring biglang naganap
Di ko alam kung paano ko iyon hinarap
Mabilisang tumitibok ang puso
Animo'y nakarating sa di maabot-abot na paraiso

Naramdaman bigla
Buhay ko'y sumigla
Dahil sa napakatamis mong himig
Ako'y iyong biglang pinaibig

Di malaman kung ano ang dahilan
Nabighani sa iyong kaibahan
Di tulad ng iba na kailangan pang patunayan

Sa isang salita'y nalaman na tayo pala'y nagmamahalan <3

HI
      dedicated to: Jeremiah Marfe

Di ko alam kung paano
Di koalam kung sino
Isip ko'y gulong-gulo
Kung bakit ako nakakaramdam ng ganito

Biglang naramdaman
Pag wala ka, parang ako'y nasa gitna ng kawalan
Pag nanidirito ka
Di mapaliwanag ang nararamdamang saya

Biglang dumating
Biglang napatingin
Biglang nag "Hi" ka
At doon nagsimula ang ating storya

'DI MAGBABAGO

'Di ko alam kung ano ang dahilan
Bakit ako'y sobrang nasasaktan
'Di ko alam kung ano'ng paraan
Upang mabura ang iyong nakaraan

Harapin ang bukas
Hawak kamay'ng tatahakin ang ating landas
Pero paano?
Wala ka na, tinalikuran ako upang bumalik sa nakaraan mo

Kahit ano'ng pilit ko
'Di na magbabago ang desisyon mo
'Wag mo lang sanang kalimutan
Nandito lang ako, kaya kitang mahalin ng walang katapusan >.<

FADE

Every teardrops

Every laughs

Every downs

And every ups ...

You were there for me

You were there to comfort me

You were there to whip my tears

You were there to erase my fears

But where are you now?

My teardrops trying to flow

You're gone

With our future plan undone :I

IKAW LANG

     dedicated to: Kimberly Baya

Ilang taon na ang lumipas

Pagmamahalan natin ay 'di parin kumukupas

Ilang away na ang dinaanan

'Di parin nagbabago ang nararamdaman

Kahit isang text lang galing sa'yo

Araw ko ay nabubuo

Ilang milya man ang layo sa isa't-isa

Ikaw parin at wala ng iba

Pagmamahal ko sa'yo ay di magwawakas

Dumaan man ang maraming bukas

Ikaw lang ang mamahalin pang habambuhay

Pangalan mo lang sinisigaw aking bhaii...

TREACHEROUS
   dedicated to: Ms. Carla Mae Bandayanon

Here comes the pain
After a wonderful feeling
Here comes the sorrow 
After loving you

Do you think it is safe?
After the broken heart you made
Do you think it is fine?
You are with me but i feel your not mine

Loving you is treacherous
But you will like it most

RUBELITA de PATILYA
   dedicated to: Ms. Rubel Olarte

Kaibigan at kaaway
Siya 'yung taong lagi mong karamay
Sa lungkot at saya iyong kaagapay
'Di mang-iiwan pang habang buhay

Sobrang galing magparealize
Lalo na kung magbibigay ng mga walang kwentang advice
Siya 'yung taong di natitikom ang bibig
At nandadamay pa kung siya'y sawi sa pag-ibig

Araw-araw siya'y masaya
Para bang wala talagang problema
Sobrang sarap kasama
Siya ang classmate at kaibigan kung si Rubelita de patilya :D

MY ONLY HERO
       dedicated to my only MAMA

Maalaga...
Mapagmahal...
Mapagbigay...
Matulungin...

'Yan yung taong simula noon hanggang ngayon,
Umaga't gabi sa aki'y nakatuon
Minsan pinapagalitan
Dahil sa aking lubos na kakulitan

Siya 'yung taong karamay mo panghabang-buhay
Kahit siya'y mawala alam kung siya'y laging nakabantay
Sa lungkot at tuwa siya'y kasama
Maraming salamat po sa lahat aking MAMA ...

SINING ng PAG-IBIG
             dedicated to: Riendyll Arriesgado 

Ano nga ba talaga ang syota?
Lahat ba ng commitment ay tama?
Ngayon siguro oo, pero pa'no bukas?
Madali nga lang ba itong magwakas?

Buhay pag-ibig ay puno ng katanungan
Kaya lang,  'di mo alam kung saan kukunin ang kasagutan
Tipong nakikipag hide-and-seek ang mga sagot sa kadiliman
Para bang may panahon na nakalaan kung kailan mo ito dapat malaman

One-sided-love, love triangle at kung anu-ano pa
'Yan yung tawag sa mga taong nagmamahal na, nasasaktan pa
Lahat yata tayo'y nalilito kung sino ba talaga
Ang deserving sa iyong pagmamahal at pagpapahalaga

Kunti lang naman talaga ang basehan sa pakikipagrelasyon
'Yun ay ang pagtanggap, pagpapahalaga, at pagrespeto sa iyong karelasyon
'Wag ka nga lang magkamali ng desisyon

Baka sa huli ikaw lang ang masasaktan 
Kung magmamahal ka ng taong 'di ka naman pinapahalagahan
Pero sa huli 'wag ka talagang magsisisi
Kasi kahit ika'y masasaktan alam mo naman ikaw ay may natutunan :)

SIYA NGA

Nasisilayan ka sa bintana
Pero ako'y di magpapahalata
Kasi kung ako'y iyong makikita
Tiyak na makakaramdam ako ng sobrang hiya

Araw-araw kitang nasisilayan
Pero 'di parin ako magsasawa sa mukhang iyan
Animo'y may kuryente
Pag nakikita kitang nakangiti

Sa sarili ko'y ako ay nakakahalata
Siguro ika'y minamahal na yata
Araw-araw na nagpapasigla ng aking buhay
Ang taong nakatira sa likod ng aming bahay...

DALAWAMPU

Isa dalawa tatlo apat
Dahil sa ika'y pakalat-kalat
Lima anim pito walo
Puso ko'y biglang nabihag mo

Siyam sampu labing-isa
Simula ngayon hindi ka na mag-iisa
Labing-dalawa labing-tatlo
Ako kaya'y tatanggapin mo ng buong puso

Labing-apat labing-lima
Kung ika'y yayayain sasama ka ba?
Labing-anim labing-pito
Sana'y maniwala ka na ang damdamin ko para sayo ay totoo

Labing-walo labing-siyam
Ikaw lang talaga ang aking inaasam
At DALAWAMPU
Mamahalin parin kita kahit na ika'y lumayo...

GOOD START

How will you forget him
If you still love him
How can you move on
If you're still holding on

You know it's over
And he will never coming back forever
The problem you are facing
Will never be the ending

Let the sunrise come on you
And let the storm leave you
Just forget the baddest thing in the past
And make a GOOD START that for last 

Just let go of the pain
And try to love again :) 

DANCE w/ the BEAT

You just need to move your body

Express your feeling even if your sad or happy
Just move with the beat
And let the music flow from your head down to your feet

Just move with your own genre
Everybody doesn't care if you love boogie or cha-cha 
Just don't stop expressing your feeling
Until everyone will enjoy what you're doing

You don't have to be an expert or a master
Everyone can be a GOOD DANCER :]

PAST is PAST

To everyone I smiled
But one thing they cannot find
The deepest thing behind
The thing that cannot remove in my mind

A hopeless feeling
Heart that is crying
Soul that is losing
And body that is dying

The reason why I live
Yesterday he leaved
Because of the pain you gave
My way become paved

Now we are apart
Even though  you brake my heart
I will try tomorrow 
To leave and erase my sorrow :I

TIME MACHINE

When I met you
When I build friendship with you
When I'm getting to know you
And when i fell in love with you

It happens in the past
That I thought it is for last
So happy in the beginning  
But worst in the ending

That's the thing I wanted to delete in my brain
So, until now I am searching for a real TIME MACHINE :I

THE REASON

I don’t know why I’m so idiot

my brain ? I don’t know where I put

I can’t guess what is the root

Of the unwanted things I brought

People may think what is the real me

When I did unnecessary things that can kill me

Because in my mind tells that it can make me free

So, they think that I am crazy

One thing for sure that I know

 I did it because I love you so

The reason why I am so sick

 ‘Coz you have given me heartache 

GOOD BYE

Did I do something?
Why I am crying?
My eyes keeps on wetting
Feel that I am dying

It is hard to remember 
The happy times we spent together
Times that I just easily remember
Is the time I felt full of anger

I can't change your mind
Hard to accept that you're still blind
Until now you cannot find
My love for you and I never lied

Keeps on understanding you 
Accept everything you do
Even the things that makes me feel blue
And just accept every "I'm sorry" of you

But now I woke up
You're not the only reason why I still go up
Without you my world won't stop
And you're not the reason why I laugh

Now,promise I will never cry
Because I am ready to say a HAPPY GOODBYE :P

MUSIC

The beat I hear
The voice I hear
The melody I hear 
And the lyrics I hear


To my veins they are flowing
To my brain they are controlling
Makes my body keep on moving
To my body I don't know what they are currently doing


There existence makes me freak
And pushes me to shout that "I LIVE w/ MUSIC"

PAYO


Ang love daw parang cancer

kapag lumala I swear 
Kahit pumunta ka pa everywhere
'Di mo na ito matatakasan forever


Kahit anong paraan
'Di mo na ito magagamot kailan man 
Kapag ito'y iyong naramdaman 
Magsisimula na ang panahon ng kahirapan


Kahit ano'ng pilit mo
Mag-deny ka man sa buong mundo
Pero ang sarili mo
'Di mo talaga maloloko


Para bang isa itong hamon
Na ipinagkaloob ng poon
Kailangan mong harapin hindi bukas kun'di ngayon
Na dapat mong ipaglaban saan ka man naroroon


"Kapag tumibok ang puso
wala ka ng magagawa kun'di sundin ito"
Isang katagang 'di mo ikakaila
Na sat'wing iniisip mo ika'y nababahala


Kaya ako sayo just go with the flow
Baka 'yan pa ang maging daan para makamit mo ang high from low :]

SKY FULL OF LIGHTERS


The night began so cold
The climate is good
Lots of people in the paved road
Everyone is in good mood


But unexpectedly,
It rains so heavy
But people never give up
They shouted in chorus so that the rain will stop


Their voice was heard by God
All of them felt so glad
And the celebration began
In other words the Earth Hour in the Philippines began


Everybody prepared a floating lantern
And simultaneously people made it lighten
Put it in to the wind
And allowing it to fly by the blow of the wind


I think my mind cheers
When i witnessed the real SKY FULL OF LIGHTERS 

SMILE


Sometimes when I felt blue

That time you know what you will do
You make me sit near by you
Trying to comfort me by the story of you


Telling a nonsense story
Sometimes all about fairy
Just to make me happy
And forget the things that makes me unhappy


But you don't know what I am really seeking
To forget my bad feeling
I just only want to see something to you
and it is the SMILE of you :[

LAST NIGHT

Something happened LAST NIGHT
Time that I don't have to fight
Under a thousands of light
Only one in my sight


Both eyes close slowly
With a feeling so grateful and happy
That night he kissed me
And something flows inside my body


I felt a great pleasure
And I knew he loves me more
I'm so thankful of what he did to me
LAST NIGHT is the greatest part of my history

AMBITION

I idolize some of the famous personalities

Like Charles Darwin who write the Origin of Species

Also Albert Einstein who elaborates lot of equations

I wish my generation looks like this

Wishing that I can discover something

A thing that I can give meaning

And makes my name known in the future in there daily living

being like this will give me a good feeling

In God I believe and got a fear 

So I'm really hoping he'll answer my prayer

That I always wanted to be a DISCOVERER

CELLPHONE 


I have someone who became my inspiration
Where I can't live without communication
Always become the solution
To my problem in any form of equation


His the one whom I really love
Where to him I feel I look like a dove
So happy when he call
Better when he text my heart looks like a ball


So I'm really thankful of this kind of invention
Because of my CELLPHONE
Everyday we've made the word communication <3 

STONE


They told me I'm so strong
Cannot easily crack for so long
Never easily give up
Rain or shine I can stand up


But time comes I will be weak
Weaker than the person who got sick
The time that i'll be needing somebody 
Who will reassemble the pieces of me


There's a thing I can compare on
I think I do look like a STONE :/

CONFESSION 


This poem I will make a confess
My God this time I need your bless
May the person whom I dedicate  will not read this
So God help me this time please


I wrote this poem for them to know 
That i really adore you so
I got a crush on you 
But I can't say I love you


I am really an idiot teen
i got a crush on you but to my best friend I lean
i am happy even though there's a person between
Whom you really love and I'm only your best friend


I got a crush on you my college classmate
I adore you my first sem seat mate :))

FALLING STAR




Kung makakakita ako ng FALLING STAR
Isa lang ang aking dinadasal
At hinihiling sa maykapal
Na sana'y mahalin ako ng aking minamahal


'Di baleng tawagin akong KJ nila
Basta't makasama lang kita
At kahit matamaan man ako ng ligaw na bala 
Basta't sa buhay ko'y ikaw ang aking enerhiya 


Kahit gabi-gabi ako'y mag-aabang
Basta makakakita ako ng FALLING STAR kahit isa lang  :)

PLEASE COMEBACK


It feels so wrong
And I think I'll carry it for so long 
Because of the thing that I made so wrong
And now I'm listening a fucking sad song


'Coz you've gone so far away
And it keeps on my mind everyday
Trying to communicate you many times each day
To say sorry if I may


Now I always wearing color black
To show to you that I want to tell you "PLEASE COMEBACK"

THANK YOU

THANK YOU

The first time I saw you

I don't know what to do,

There's something pulling me near by you, 

That i think it's the thing I really don't want to feel with you,

But I am very thankful 

Because it feels so beautiful,

A feeling that I think the most wonderful

And a feeling that what everybody is seeking for!

But at the end 

I'm just only your friend,

And it feels so sad,

But I have to accept what you've decide,

But I can't explain the anger and sadness 

I feel deep inside

Even though i was hurt because of you 

I still say THANK YOU
and say to you i think I LOVE YOU

SORRY T.T

SORRY T.T

I never meant to hurt you
I just only need time without you
And testing you
If you really love me to


But what happened ?
I think this is the end
Because you think my love for you was gone
And I'm so worried of what i have done


Yes, you let me go
But still I love you so
And you just go away
But still I'm finding you everyday


Now, everyday I'm leaving
I felt I'm dying
How idiot I am ?
Inside i felt so damn


My feeling for you is to heavy to carry
But now it's to late because I think now your happy
But still I tell you I'm so SORRY :'(