THE REASON

I don’t know why I’m so idiot

my brain ? I don’t know where I put

I can’t guess what is the root

Of the unwanted things I brought

People may think what is the real me

When I did unnecessary things that can kill me

Because in my mind tells that it can make me free

So, they think that I am crazy

One thing for sure that I know

 I did it because I love you so

The reason why I am so sick

 ‘Coz you have given me heartache 

GOOD BYE

Did I do something?
Why I am crying?
My eyes keeps on wetting
Feel that I am dying

It is hard to remember 
The happy times we spent together
Times that I just easily remember
Is the time I felt full of anger

I can't change your mind
Hard to accept that you're still blind
Until now you cannot find
My love for you and I never lied

Keeps on understanding you 
Accept everything you do
Even the things that makes me feel blue
And just accept every "I'm sorry" of you

But now I woke up
You're not the only reason why I still go up
Without you my world won't stop
And you're not the reason why I laugh

Now,promise I will never cry
Because I am ready to say a HAPPY GOODBYE :P

MUSIC

The beat I hear
The voice I hear
The melody I hear 
And the lyrics I hear


To my veins they are flowing
To my brain they are controlling
Makes my body keep on moving
To my body I don't know what they are currently doing


There existence makes me freak
And pushes me to shout that "I LIVE w/ MUSIC"

PAYO


Ang love daw parang cancer

kapag lumala I swear 
Kahit pumunta ka pa everywhere
'Di mo na ito matatakasan forever


Kahit anong paraan
'Di mo na ito magagamot kailan man 
Kapag ito'y iyong naramdaman 
Magsisimula na ang panahon ng kahirapan


Kahit ano'ng pilit mo
Mag-deny ka man sa buong mundo
Pero ang sarili mo
'Di mo talaga maloloko


Para bang isa itong hamon
Na ipinagkaloob ng poon
Kailangan mong harapin hindi bukas kun'di ngayon
Na dapat mong ipaglaban saan ka man naroroon


"Kapag tumibok ang puso
wala ka ng magagawa kun'di sundin ito"
Isang katagang 'di mo ikakaila
Na sat'wing iniisip mo ika'y nababahala


Kaya ako sayo just go with the flow
Baka 'yan pa ang maging daan para makamit mo ang high from low :]

SKY FULL OF LIGHTERS


The night began so cold
The climate is good
Lots of people in the paved road
Everyone is in good mood


But unexpectedly,
It rains so heavy
But people never give up
They shouted in chorus so that the rain will stop


Their voice was heard by God
All of them felt so glad
And the celebration began
In other words the Earth Hour in the Philippines began


Everybody prepared a floating lantern
And simultaneously people made it lighten
Put it in to the wind
And allowing it to fly by the blow of the wind


I think my mind cheers
When i witnessed the real SKY FULL OF LIGHTERS 

SMILE


Sometimes when I felt blue

That time you know what you will do
You make me sit near by you
Trying to comfort me by the story of you


Telling a nonsense story
Sometimes all about fairy
Just to make me happy
And forget the things that makes me unhappy


But you don't know what I am really seeking
To forget my bad feeling
I just only want to see something to you
and it is the SMILE of you :[

LAST NIGHT

Something happened LAST NIGHT
Time that I don't have to fight
Under a thousands of light
Only one in my sight


Both eyes close slowly
With a feeling so grateful and happy
That night he kissed me
And something flows inside my body


I felt a great pleasure
And I knew he loves me more
I'm so thankful of what he did to me
LAST NIGHT is the greatest part of my history

AMBITION

I idolize some of the famous personalities

Like Charles Darwin who write the Origin of Species

Also Albert Einstein who elaborates lot of equations

I wish my generation looks like this

Wishing that I can discover something

A thing that I can give meaning

And makes my name known in the future in there daily living

being like this will give me a good feeling

In God I believe and got a fear 

So I'm really hoping he'll answer my prayer

That I always wanted to be a DISCOVERER

CELLPHONE 


I have someone who became my inspiration
Where I can't live without communication
Always become the solution
To my problem in any form of equation


His the one whom I really love
Where to him I feel I look like a dove
So happy when he call
Better when he text my heart looks like a ball


So I'm really thankful of this kind of invention
Because of my CELLPHONE
Everyday we've made the word communication <3 

STONE


They told me I'm so strong
Cannot easily crack for so long
Never easily give up
Rain or shine I can stand up


But time comes I will be weak
Weaker than the person who got sick
The time that i'll be needing somebody 
Who will reassemble the pieces of me


There's a thing I can compare on
I think I do look like a STONE :/

CONFESSION 


This poem I will make a confess
My God this time I need your bless
May the person whom I dedicate  will not read this
So God help me this time please


I wrote this poem for them to know 
That i really adore you so
I got a crush on you 
But I can't say I love you


I am really an idiot teen
i got a crush on you but to my best friend I lean
i am happy even though there's a person between
Whom you really love and I'm only your best friend


I got a crush on you my college classmate
I adore you my first sem seat mate :))

FALLING STAR




Kung makakakita ako ng FALLING STAR
Isa lang ang aking dinadasal
At hinihiling sa maykapal
Na sana'y mahalin ako ng aking minamahal


'Di baleng tawagin akong KJ nila
Basta't makasama lang kita
At kahit matamaan man ako ng ligaw na bala 
Basta't sa buhay ko'y ikaw ang aking enerhiya 


Kahit gabi-gabi ako'y mag-aabang
Basta makakakita ako ng FALLING STAR kahit isa lang  :)

PLEASE COMEBACK


It feels so wrong
And I think I'll carry it for so long 
Because of the thing that I made so wrong
And now I'm listening a fucking sad song


'Coz you've gone so far away
And it keeps on my mind everyday
Trying to communicate you many times each day
To say sorry if I may


Now I always wearing color black
To show to you that I want to tell you "PLEASE COMEBACK"

THANK YOU

THANK YOU

The first time I saw you

I don't know what to do,

There's something pulling me near by you, 

That i think it's the thing I really don't want to feel with you,

But I am very thankful 

Because it feels so beautiful,

A feeling that I think the most wonderful

And a feeling that what everybody is seeking for!

But at the end 

I'm just only your friend,

And it feels so sad,

But I have to accept what you've decide,

But I can't explain the anger and sadness 

I feel deep inside

Even though i was hurt because of you 

I still say THANK YOU
and say to you i think I LOVE YOU

SORRY T.T

SORRY T.T

I never meant to hurt you
I just only need time without you
And testing you
If you really love me to


But what happened ?
I think this is the end
Because you think my love for you was gone
And I'm so worried of what i have done


Yes, you let me go
But still I love you so
And you just go away
But still I'm finding you everyday


Now, everyday I'm leaving
I felt I'm dying
How idiot I am ?
Inside i felt so damn


My feeling for you is to heavy to carry
But now it's to late because I think now your happy
But still I tell you I'm so SORRY :'(